Tragic Love Affair

Sunday, September 28, 2008

| 3:39 AM

few daes left to rayer!!!
gosh~ i just dont feel lyke rayering this year!!
sooo F***ing tired lar werkin all dae long..
alwaes got back home ard 3am!!!
bt worthwhile lar....make new fwens n fun...

sooo wana say bout the werk colleagues....
HISHAM~kecorable..alwaes go back home wif him...THANKS 4 THE RIDE BRO!!!!
AYUNISHA~~ finally got to know ur real name..u r the sweetest person at werk...never fail to make me smile sia!!! n yea....BABY "SYG" AYU ok???
AISYAH~a real outgoin person n veri2 fun to tok to~~
FATEHA~ a real quiet person....dnt know much abt her...bt she nice though~
BOSS~ quite irritating at tymes bt fun person..love to joke ard~

ps~too bz wif werk nwades till no tyme for msgs or call~ mit me at werk oK!!!

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

| 1:32 AM

current song~ Hadirnya Cinta-Gerhana Ska Cinta

current mood~ Tiredddddd~~~

1st dae at werk was lyke keco lar oii!!!!

sooo met up wif hisham n get to werk wif his vespa...

GEREK or wat!!!

aniway werk started n yea..was lyke bored b4 buka bcos theres like less customer...

after the buka,started the KECONESS!!! start selling stuff n all!!!

gosH!!!!! keco~~....bt yea...

met wif mcm2 org....makcik keco lar,hot mum....n oso BAPOK lar sioL!!!!

aniway make fwens wif "kak" ayu & "kak" aisyah was like fun!!!

sooo ended werk at 12.30.....got home....veri tired!!!

TMRWS A NEW DAE!!!!

ps~ it jux hurts when u say like that...i don;t wan u to go away from my life~~ pleasE stay!!!!

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

| 1:35 AM

had my hair highlight today!!! gosh~~

turns out to be ok....bt thought of having ash white bt thinking twice abt it...hahaha

apiz called me a MAT REP sia!!! cannot accept!!

bt it turn outs to be realli ok lar..

sooo went to apiz house chill there n watch movies n all...

tok2 wif his mum n all...n yea din n irfan was there as well...

KECONESS!!!!!

aniway,tmrw till hari raye will not be free...

werkin all the way~ gosh!!!!

shld be realli tiring bt its all abt the $$$$$$$$$$!!!!!

ps~stay or go???

Sunday, September 21, 2008

| 11:58 PM

current song~ Tanpa-6ixth Sense

current mood~ peace & harmony

Telah jauh terpisah,
diriku dan dirimu,
Dalam ruang dan waktu,
Sendiriku jalani sepiku,
tanpa dirimu,
Resahku tanpa hadirmu,
Sungguh berat hatiku untuk merasakannya
Salahku mencintai dirinya saat jauhku terpisah darimu,
Dan hadirnya menyentuh hatiku,
Untuk cintainya,
Hatiku pun inginkannya,
Hingga runtuh setiaku kepada dirimu
Kusakiti hatimu yang tulus mencintaiku….
Maaf ku tak bisa memilih dirimu
Karena kuterhanyut mencintai dia
Inilah salahku yang memberi ruang
Didalam hatiku tuk mencintainya…

ps~terhanyut mencintainya...

| 12:57 AM

current song~ The Man Who Can't Be Moved - The Scripts
current mood~ happy go luckyyy

went out to town jux now~

gosh...sooo the last min plan..met up wif syuk n irfan n head down...

gosh jux buke puase at KFC bt im not puasa-ing...hahha

aniway had the free coca-cola zero...soo the lyke shit

ZERO SUGAR!!!

soo was lyke irfan bought a pair of vans shoe which cost 59.90!!!

sooo cheap!!! n syuk bought an animal shirt..

my turn will be this fridae...cannot wait!!!

its was fun bcos it was lyke a while since i head down to town!!!

now damn tired!!!

soo,jux try out doin some macro pics....cool shits lar oii!!!

sooo heres some of the pics~

aniway,to all greengoobers guys!!! thanks for accepting me to be part of u all!!

i shld have said thank you bcos of introducing me to them..THEY ARE PART OF ME NOW!!!

maybe u r jux jealous of me being keco wif them..

n im INVITED by AFRO,RUSYDI & HAFEEZ KHAN!!!!

say whatever u want,i dnt care much abt u~

and once again to all greengoobers peeps!!! THANKS!!!!!!!!!!!

ps~when will i see your face again??

Saturday, September 20, 2008

| 2:13 AM

current song~ You & I Both-Jason Mraz
current mood~ blurrrrrr

woah~~~ full packed dae jux now!!!
went to KAMPONG CHAI CHEE RESTARANT!!
was lyke wth~~saw her n she gave me tat stupid look~wth!!!!
bt aniway,it was lyke realli2 fun to buke out....hahha....
it was lyke a smoking corener tat we had!!! shoik lar sey~~
hahaha~rahman was lyke sooo the bloody becok!!! canot tahan!!!
sooo buke real late lyke 7.30....cos food came late!!! gosh~~

soooo after buke went off to haji lane to have sheesha~
gosh!!! its real nice to go there once in a while...
hahha..had the apple-mint sheesha...
it was nice at the starting ...share it wif mimi~ keco...
moments later was lyke 'noneng'...
went to the toilet n start vomitiing~ cannot tahan lar the 'noneng'
so yea~den was lyke lying down wif mimi n yea..kinda fall asleep wif her for a few moment~
yea..sooo went back home walking out lyke one addict says hani~
wtH~~...sooo had a truly fun dae jux now~~
gosh!!! head spinning lyke the fan lar sia!!!....shiok lar oii!!!!

ps~haixx..i miss you bt i dont know what to do....

Thursday, September 18, 2008

| 7:19 AM

current song ~ blind-lifehouse
current mood~ tired

was tired last nite tat i fell aslip...gosh~
sorie hani tat didnt call u up...
too tired lar oiI~
aniway yesterdae is lyke a fun dae out~
gosh!!!!! gereks kepe...
went out wif afro,faris,hani & hisham....lyke crazy lar sey!!
sooo i went window shopping as next week plan to shop....cannot waiT!!
afro,hisham,faris shop lyke crazy~ bt the main bomb was lyke faris...cnt celieve he bought stuff till like $160 bt discounted till $120...crazy or wat!!!
soo yea....chill wif them till nite falls n went seperate ways~

sooo shopping plans are...
~retro long sleeve shirt
~bootcut/bellbotttom pantss
~new shades
~auburn dye & ash blonde highlight of hair!!! (MUST!)

ps~You see it takes more then just thinking you love someone...You need to have some strength to say those three words..."I Love You"...and im serious olalla~

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

| 1:54 PM

current music~ Love song-Sara Bareilles

current mood~ Tired

sooo past few daes been up n down...

damn tired~ not enough sleep~

soo nid the time off for a stupid rest n will chill my mind~

n to stop thinking too much...

so later goin out again wif the goobers n hani~

hahhaa....its gona be fun i guess~

goin town...soo if see me at town do say hi okie dokie~

aniway im seriously damn tired to blog now n yea....goin rest soon~

ps~my love,u're missed by me....thanks sooo much~

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

| 1:32 AM

current song~ my love-the sallys
current mood~in love

i guess its part and parcel of life is sumone have to go away~

maybe god loves the person more...

i will remember u alwaes my friend...

in loving memory to u~

u r alwaes remembered by me...

no mood to blog today~

ps~thank you my olalla for being there for me...

guess i will wait for you...i wnt let you down....I PROMISE!!!!

it will be perfect if we were goin to be together....

i know u r sick...please take care of urself my dear maryjane~

I MISS YOU MY LOVE~

Monday, September 15, 2008

| 4:32 AM

current song~ puspa-st12
current mood~sad

to you...i hope tat u will get well soon...
me n olalla have been praying hard for you to get well~
so i will be go to the hospital to have a look at you and sit by u soo that you get well..
hope everything will be fine my fwen...
n yea~ u've been a great friend or shall i call sister...
i dnoe wat to say animore...i hope everything will be fine...n pray hard for you till u recover~
no mood to blog now...=(

ps~thanks for being wif me thruout my dear mj...ku kn slalu menunggu mu...~

Sunday, September 14, 2008

| 3:06 AM

current song-mak minah - too phat

current mood- crazy~~

todae is lyke sooo tiring....

went to grandmas house n yea...gld too see her...

sooo she said to me..."i miss you till im sick"

bt gosh i miss her too..

so yea...have alot of fun..catch up wif my cuzzin n all...KECO~~~

sooo everione was there..buka tyme~~

ate alot of ting...there was lyke pizza and all....gosh~

full of "lemak P&*!^@#"

sooo chilling ater buke n yea...alwaes chilling...laugh and all~

soo now gladly got home...tooo tired...

bt im bored n goin to rott at home unless sumone will gladly ask me out...PLEASE!!!!

ps~im gona be lost without u olalla...wish tat we can be together soon...i dnoe y bt im realli falling for you dae by dae...even though we jux met,i feel lyke weve've known eact other for a long tyme...i hope u feel the same way for me too my dear maryjane~

Saturday, September 13, 2008

| 2:11 AM

sooo went out to simpang bedok just now wif the clowns to buke puase same2...

bt yea...we reached there at 6...SOOOO EARLY AND HUNGRY!!!!

gosh~orderad alot of thing...the bills ard 50++ lyke that....

its onli for a 6 person course meal..isnt tat too much or wat??

bt yea...eat till veri2 full!!!...bt i hte the tom yam....SOOO HOT TILL CANNOT TAHAN!!!

sooo chil2 n smoke there....till ard 8 den went to geylang...

soooo many pple there as i expected~gosh!!!!!

soo packed....sooo many2 pple...

TO BAKHIT~ AGAKNYE THE WHOLE OF GEYLANG KU KNL EKH!!!!

sooo went home ard 12 lyke tat....wah...soo tired...

tmrws a new dae....goin to grandmas house to buke puase same2....wah~

sooo tired~~~

ps~ i wana mit u again my love~ missing u too much~

Thursday, September 11, 2008

| 2:00 AM

sooo went out wif olalla jux know..
gosh~ i was superb lar oi~~
been a long tyme since i date sumone...
hmmm...sooo went out to town jux know..n yea shop abit...
weee~~new shirt bebeh~
bt aniway,the dae ended up realli2 fun lar sey~
thank you olalla for making my dae n it was the 1st tyme buka-ing inside the bus...hahaha
gosh~ i cnt put in werd to tell hw much u mean to me know...
realli~ i hope to see you soon~

so,after tat afro called me up n asked me out to mit him and the others....
yea,sooo took the same bus as olalla as she was staying in pasir ris,
she dropped 1st as i continued my journey to mit them...soo met up n chilling wif them
it was lyke ZUL BLACK bthdae~
hahaha....sorie bro,it was a last min thing n didnt get you sumting....
bt aniway,it was fun as we laugh,played card....hahhaa...."magic guys"
hahaha....sooo we went back home ard 12 lyke tat....gosh~

ps~ i realli lyke u,i reali cnt stop tynkin abt u even for a moment~gosh~

i hope tat we can work things out n yes,hope u feel the same way as i do...

im realli shy to say the things to u wen we r together...im sorry...

bt now,i wana tell u tat i lyke u sooo much n

after reading this i hope tat u will msg or jux call me up n tell me how u feel~

i will be waiting~