Tragic Love Affair

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

| 12:51 AM

back home for like 4 days means quite alot....got to spend time wif love ones n fwens oso....damn...it was a real exhausting 2 weeks but it turn out great eventually...down wif fever then but now seems fine...only left rashes to recover...recover fast please!!!!

anyway,went out wif APIZ, GAGGY & EUSTACIA....its been a while since i had sheesha wif them n catch up wif them....it was really funny n thanks killa for the compliment about my hairstyle...the session was damn freaking great wif them...had sume awesome food,nice teh tarik....n oso taught killa how to smoke sheesha the proper way...it was real funny!!! sooo the nite have been great for me...hope to spend more tymes during the weekend wif them i hope...sooo heres some pics~~

ps~ love the apple crumble!

Thursday, January 8, 2009

| 2:37 PM

guess will cnfirm be goin away tmrw morning...gosh~ 1stly i thought its gona be really2 fun...but then i remembered how it will change alot of things in my life...yes...everythings gona change..i dont know what to expect there...maybe fun?? torture or whatsoever...but no werries....i promise when come back,i will be a better person...so what 3 weeks isnt long right...but im sure i will miss most of you people..

1stly,im definitely gona miss my crazy n irritating sister...promise that u wnt come back late everynite ok?? bukan ape....im just want the best for my sis...to mum n dad,thanks for everything..im a grown up now..soo i love everyone that in my family...thanks alot...

2ndly, gona miss the clowns who have been there for me since i was in primary school....gosh~....i wonder hows life gona be inside..gosh~ gona miss every single one of them...to APIZ & KILLA....Hope u guys last long aite....n to the others...TC while im away aite..&& lets go cashstudio at bedok interchange when i come back okeoke??

3rdly,gona miss the granolaBARS & goobers pork...

granolaBARS...u guys have been there when i need u..yesyes,i will miss most of the outing wif u guys,either goin for upcoming gigs,goin town,playin pool at e!hub or even goin sheesha...im sorry guys but duty calls...i will be back as soo as possible oke?

Goobers Pork...hope u guys wil win the most of the next matches...believe in urself okeoke?? win is a must!!! soo anyone wana replace the striker position FOR THE TIME BEING please do!!!! n i will be back n scoring goals when i come back...

finally to MJ....yea,hope you know who u are...i know its kinda sad thing that im ur first friend who is goin away...but still,i will be back oke?? as i promise u,i will just try to call u everynyte when i have the tyme...sooo dnt worry,yann will never forget you....sooo yea...even though we just got to know each other...n u know much more about me already....hahhaa...sooo u take care of urself oke Mj....gona miss you loads....

ps~ i don't have ur pic to put it up~~

soo done....alll the goodbye that im gona tell to everyone...hope u guys read it...will be back in 2-3 weeks time i hope....

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

| 8:22 PM

You're the voice I hear inside my head

The reason that I'm singing

I need to find you, I gotta find you

You're the missing piece I need

The song inside of me

I need to find you, I gotta find you

Baby it's you

When I look up in the sky I see you

Then I turn and close my eyes

It's you
When I'm sitting all alone in my room

Everything reminds me of you

We’re a picture

In my mind

When I want to find you

I just close my eyes

You’ll never be that far from me

So don’t say goodbye 'cause

You’ll never be that far from me

I’m telling myself

ps~ MJ,its for you~

Saturday, January 3, 2009

| 11:23 PM

so was out thruout the whole nyte last evening till dawn...was like having gathering because of a birthday party of a long lost fwen...it was kinda cool though...having party at a pub at pasir ris...sooo yea...met up wif my old fwens n kinda chat thruout the nite...n yea, share about all the fcuk up things that is happening now in my life...but den didnt realise i have been smoking for like 20 cigarettes in 6 hours!!! fuhh!!!!! now my throat is like sooo freaking painful~~

so yea...had my so my soccer match just now at pasir ris crest sec...its was like a freaking loss of the score 8-4...damn..we can do better goobers...but anyway,just wana congratz to the players who score today..KHAN,HISHAM,DALE & ME!!!!

khan's impresion after scoring~

Kuakui ku sangat sangat menginginkanmu

Tapi kini ku sadar ku diantara kalian

Aku tak mengerti

Ini semua harus terjadi

lupakan aku kembali padanya
aku bukan siapa- siapa untukmu
kucintaimu tak berarti bahwa
ku harus memilikimu slamanya

ps~ a real need to move on in life, im not over you yet~

Thursday, January 1, 2009

| 3:43 PM

HAPPY 2009!!!!

so last night was a freaking blast!!!! FUHH!!!
hanging out wif sister was cancel eventually because she had to go out wif her fwens...
but yea,went out wif my soccer mates...went off to downtown east..
it was damn crazy,didnt expect alot of people to turn up...
but yea...terserempak wif sheila (adeq hafeez khan),lisah & friends..sorry cant remember the names~

so yea... before 2009 started was damn boring sia....all was like chinese band playing dead people's song..but as 2009 started,FUHH!!!!!
DJ jason chow was like started playing the best song in the house...was like dancing away, the atmosphere was crazy sia....

ZUL,KHAN WAS DANCING AWAY WIF THE BANGLASSS!!!!
sooo everyone got on the dancefloor,ZAC who dnoe who says he dnoe how to dance, but eventually dance...DIN,who was kinda shy person as i know,was like a damn freaking hawtstuff on the dancefloor....n yea, finally ME,was like dancing away wif sheila...but its like taking care"....its an order from her brother...soo i fulfil his wish lerrr...

so yea,2009 started wif a blast..n i think more of these kinda of fun shit is gona come bebeh!!!!
so heres some pics...

ps~ new year means new life~