Tragic Love Affair

Sunday, February 22, 2009

| 5:34 PM

so did nothing much this weekend...easily said,i spend more tyme wif my family more becos maybe i miss them too much..n also thanks jason my s buddy for lending the 3rd book on twilight series...fuhh!!! syiiiokk!!!!! but to bad everything will come to an end....gosh..how i wish for longer timing at home than at camp....

next,knowing that someone who i used to love n cherish before is getting engage makes me feel kinda funny...its really a shocking news to me...being invited by someone else but not her...haiyooo....i dnoe whyy im feeling this way but suddenly the past memories wif her came back like a thunderstorm storming thru my brain...i really dnoe should i be happy or sad....god,help me please to overcome this...n please someone,shld i be hapy or sad??

next,im goin back to camp..now then i realise that for the past month i've been booking in n eating loads of junk foods..i dnoe whyy but i will definitely craving for it....but then junk food or not definitely im just getting fitter day by day....n 3 more weeks p.o.p ohh!!!!!

&& to you~ gonna miss those tymes together....

Monday, February 16, 2009

| 5:44 PM

When your only friends are hotel rooms

Hands are distant lullabies
If I could turn around I would tonight

These roads never seemed so long
Since your paper heart stopped beating leaving me suddenly alone
Will daybreak ever come?

Who's gonna call on sunday morning?
Who's gonna drive you home?
I just want one more chance
To put my arms in fragile hands

I thought you said forever
Over and over
A sleepless night becomes bitter oblivion
These thoughts run through my head
Over and over
Complaints of violins become my only friends

August evenings
Bring solemn warnings
To remember to kiss the ones you love goodnight
You never know what temporal days may bring
So laugh, love, live free and sing
When life is in dischord

ps~guess we will just be normal friends~

| 3:20 PM

this is what i see everyday for the past one week~~

finally back from tekong for field camp...

couldnt believe that i can survive there WITHOUT HANDPHONE,IPOD but can only survive on my ration(most suckiest food)...

but then it was a really crazy experirence for most of my fwens n all..

i couldnt explain much abt what happen there....S.A.F stuff....sooo its kinda confidential...

bt i cann tell u that,sumtymes the day will past by sooo slowly n u will just carve out woods n will want to give it to ur loved ones....but when duty comes u are alone,u wil tend to talk to the trees or making fwens wif the insect...crazy ryte...but the most craziest thing is that the mosquitoes are like F1 goin in front of ur eyes....

sooo thats some info for thoses thinking on field camp....

sooo now packing stuff to head back to camp...but with hp,ipod n yea at least a bed to sleep on...gonna be like this for coming 1 yr 8 month at least!!!!

ps~ u're the voice i hear inside my head...u're the missing piece i need...

just for you~

Sunday, February 8, 2009

| 1:14 PM

ohyea ohyea!!!!

liverpool won again!!! fuhh!!!! 3-2 against portsmouth!!!

what a game...kinda of a catching game....

but thanks to FERNANDO TORRES wonderful skill brought them the win....

a 90th min header sealed the victory....wahhh syiiiiooookkk!!!

okeoke...now packing stuff for field camp....

be back by sat!!!! see you!!!!

| 1:14 AM

went out wif apiz n mok just now.... gosh~ it's a crazy nite at sheesha again as always....
but this tyme...much more worst...
really needed to spend tyme before the field camp....syiiok kepe!!!
anyway....sheesha was damn normal..shesha + carrom + BMW....FUHH!!!!
but then lots of thing happen in between 3 hour...let me tell u..
1st...headed down to al-majlis...a bus CRASH with a car....fuhh!!!!
2nd...a bike CRASH!!! POMMMM!!!!!
n finally...worst case can happen, drop the sheesha on the floor n CRASH into pieces....damnit!!!! den needed to pay 50 bucks for the broken sheesha...damn~ i was realli kancheong spider becos i dnt have enuf cash in my posb...but thanks to apiz n mok the lend me some cash..thanks!!! i wil pay u back seriously....thanks!!!! u guys are realli my bro....THANKS GUYS!!!!

When you told me that you loved me

were those just words

You can't tell me you don't need me

and I know that hurts

'Cause I'm looking at your picture

'Cause it's all I've got

Maybe one day

You and me will have one more shot

ps~ i wont give up~

Sunday, February 1, 2009

| 3:37 PM

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

PS~ i know its the lyrics from the song dear god....but i guess if u read it carefuly,u know what i mean..its not that i changed or someway but i just have to adjust my life abit...sorry if i neglect u for few tyme...but i will still hold on to you....so yea,u gotten into ur dream course...good for you...but whatever happens,i will just stay n wait for you & i realli hope there is still hope for me..truly hoping u get back to me soon enough...will just wait for ur msg, call or even nudge...sorry i wnt say ur name out but u are a liverpool fan also... i hope u know who u are..

| 3:33 PM

sooo birthday been a crazy moment for me this year....goodness...
got not much presents but lots of wishes...
just too many....but just wana thank my family n fwens for the wishes n gifts....
n yea...its just a simple birthday for me..n yea..no mood to talk more about it...
but thanks granolaBARS, The living clowns & the others for the wishes!!! thanks guys!!!!
will be heading back again later...gosh~ nvm....the faster it is the faster it ends...
THANKS!!!!!